Pungent Cunts

 I had the $40 in my account for vetpay to debit, but, because I had set up recurring payments to revolut, I woke up today with only $36. 

I thought I'd take the route least likely to end me up looking like a bitch, and decided to pay the chemist for the script I said I'd pay for yesterday. They just treated me like a dickhead, as I had hit the safety net. I didn't need to pay. 

So, even though I tried, I still copped that filthy stigma, and now I don't have the full $40 to pay vetpay. I'm expecting the $12 to arrive in my revolut account.

By definition, of course, we believe the person with a stigma is not quite human. On this assumption we exercise varieties of discrimination, through which we effectively, if often unthinkingly, reduce his life chances. Erving Goffman

 

It's hard to live alongside entitled cunts

I hope that AI does end humanity.

Silence becomes painful when it replaces a conversation that once felt like home, carrying a heavy emotional weight that words fail to express.

 

Injustice

My chronic conditions, and the debilitating nature of my psychological complex is know only to me, because I can't explain it, or voice it to anyone. They will only stigmatize me. The truth of what's happening to me is hidden from everyone, and left unobserved. My integrity is known only to me.

Dying alone

 I was having a "private moment" in the bedroom, wearing my earbuds, and a young kid yells out something at my bedroom window, "poofter!" or something.

I feel like I'll end up that destitute pensioner, alone, dying on my couch from the smoking, broken mentally beyond repair and everyone will dislike me. I already have the advanced care plan, stating I want to do the dying process at home, as the hospital system would stigmatize me, and treat me poorly if I went there. 

I notice societies pungent dynamic, and it makes me want to dry reach.

You could hand over my circumstances to an enabled person, and they'd have it sorted in just twenty four hours.

 

Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm. Winston Churchill https://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/winston_churchill_131188?utm_source=share&utm_medium=select

 

I'm a reactive cunt

I expect you to antagonise me. To suppress reactivity is to succumb like a little bitch. It's not ok for some fucking prick to disrespect me. I don't give a fuck who you are, I will react if you fucking disrespect me.

The best revenge is massive success. Frank Sinatra