A Place Of Pain
"I meditate on injustice and pain all day, every day, because that's where I always am. I'm burning in hell on earth."
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29.9.26
Injustice
28.9.26
Dying alone
I was having a "private moment" in the bedroom, wearing my earbuds, and a young kid yells out something at my bedroom window, "poofter!" or something.
I feel like I'll end up that destitute pensioner, alone, dying on my couch from the smoking, broken mentally beyond repair and everyone will dislike me. I already have the advanced care plan, stating I want to do the dying process at home, as the hospital system would stigmatize me, and treat me poorly if I went there.
I notice societies pungent dynamic, and it makes me want to dry reach.
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22.9.26
I'm a reactive cunt
I expect you to antagonise me. To suppress reactivity is to succumb like a little bitch. It's not ok for some fucking prick to disrespect me. I don't give a fuck who you are, I will react if you fucking disrespect me.
21.9.26
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I refuse to accept life or death as they are presented. I will not be a part of the unjust system that underlies our existence. I stand agai...
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Jack Kevorkian