I'm a reactive cunt

I expect you to antagonise me. To suppress reactivity is to succumb like a little bitch. It's not ok for some fucking prick to disrespect me. I don't give a fuck who you are, I will react if you fucking disrespect me.

The best revenge is massive success. Frank Sinatra

 

You only have to be a human to be my enemy

I WANT TO BREAK YOUR FUCKING FACE!!!

 

I'll die in my deathbed, of my terminal illness, like a good little bitch

 Most people will think I'm transgender by saying that. "I always come out looking like a bitch." The same way I have any, and every time anyone has bullied me, picked on me, discriminated me and judged me. I always came out looking bad.

Suicide is liberation, to me. I want to say it as I'm gritting my fuckin teeth, breaking the razor blade as I slice my fuckin wrist open.

I hate people, I hate society, and I fucking hate culture. You will have stigma for me, and it will make you stink in my eyes. I will have no compassion for you when AI not only takes your job, but when YOU end. Fuck YOUR world.

Jesus Christ is the training of how to succumb. If I can't endure my fucking circumstances, I better pray to fucking god. 

I want to take consequence in the palm of my hand and fucking Squeeze. 

I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone. Robin Williams

 

At the end of the day, if I can say I had fun, it was a good day. Simone Biles

 

In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends. Martin Luther King, Jr.

 

I don't have to know ya to know you're a fucking cunt.

Fear thy neighbour, because if anyone's gonna make life a living hell, it's them.

 

Fuck the world

 I feel like a washed up, broke pensioner that is going to lose even the little he has until he's totally alone, in a state of despair and desperation.

I remember I was at the Bendigo bank. This guy, in tradie uniform, casually went up and withdrew about $5000 like it was nothing. He started having a conversation with the lady serving him. He looked like an asshole 

I immediately thought 'stigma'. 

I bet he'd get nasty with a mentally handicapped pensioner like me, if he had to

Bendigo banks app won't let me back in. I tried to log in from my Linux PC, but I forgot my password. When I tried to log back in on the phone, I keep getting an error saying there was an issue with your login attempt. Please try again on another device. It got me thinking what if they discriminated me to the point of not allowing me to have an online bank account. Like "someone is trying to log in from Linux, it must be a hacker. We'll lock him out. He's not using windows. Who the hell doesn't use windows!?"

I was trying to download a bank statement for vet pay for my sick cat.

There's better words for this than stigma, or discrimination. I'm just not sure what they are yet.