Fuck everything.

 f I could kill myself I would've been gone 20 years ago when I tried it. 

The consequencial dynamic has handicapped me so that, like a puppet, I'm forced to endure my misery, I'm strung along by the puppeteer.

The sooner I'm gone the better.

In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends. Martin Luther King, Jr.