"I meditate on injustice and pain all day, every day, because that's where I always am. I'm burning in hell on earth."
16.5.25
23.3.25
Destined to fail - the lower end of the food chain
22.11.24
A Personal Journey of Alienation and Isolation
For the past 12 years, I've navigated the challenging waters of persistent anxiety and personality disorders. This journey has been marked by awkward conversational experiences, a constant feeling of not meeting societal expectations in etiquette, and a profound sense of alienation from the world around me. Reliving past traumas and anticipating future ones have become daily hurdles, often accompanied by an overwhelming sense of impending doom. Isolation and detachment have not just been feelings but have shaped the very fabric of my existence.
Traumatic experiences from the past don't stay confined to memories:
Unwanted recollections that feel vividly real. Constantly being on the lookout for potential threats. Steering clear of places, people, or situations that might trigger memories.
The anticipation of trauma reoccurring creates a perpetual state of fear and apprehension.
This sense of impending doom can be paralyzing, making it difficult to engage with the world.
Over time, these struggles have led to increasing isolation.
Isolation becomes both a refuge and a prison, providing temporary relief but exacerbating feelings of loneliness.
19.9.24
The Ripple Effect of Negative Energy: How to Protect Your Positivity
3.5.24
The Mosaic of First Impressions: How Judgments Shape Our Interactions
14.3.24
The Tangled Web of Heartbreak, Jealousy, and Infatuation
15.2.24
11.2.24
14.1.24
Anxiety, Depression, and Fear: A Journey Through Misophonia
2.1.24
Navigating the Maze of Misunderstandings: The Impact of Context and Emotions
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There are moments when life feels like a relentless storm—days when the clouds seem permanently gathered, and every step forward feels more ...
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Jack Kevorkian