Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today. James Dean

 

To exact revenge for yourself or your friends is not only a right, it's an absolute duty. Stieg Larsson

 

My constant companion

I live in a self fulfilling prophecy where karma works against me. Every interaction I have is a bad experience. I'm completely isolated because of my allergy to everyone that exists

I fail at everything I attempt. Life is a "cunt"

I use the word "cunt" but there's no word in known language that fits it. It is as evil as evil can get. This is hell on earth.

I'm in a constant state of dread because of the fear and hate I have for what I have to live with. I am invalidated by everyone. I'm in a constant state of disempowerment.

I can't kill myself because the psychosis is too extreme. The only possible escape is death. Even then, I believe the powers to be will still torture me, and when it stops it is gathering it's strength so it can wipe me out in my process of dying, the kind of hell no creation would ever deserve, but that is what's in store for me.

“Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also more hard to bear. The frequent attempt to conceal mental pain increases the burden: it is easier to say “My tooth is aching” than to say ‘My heart is broken.’” ― C.S. Lewis

 

A revolution can be neither made nor stopped. The only thing that can be done is for one of several of its children to give it a direction by dint of victories.

 Napoleon Bonaparte

Melancholia

There’s a certain kind of sadness that doesn’t shout. It doesn’t scream or cry out for help. It’s the kind of sadness that sits beside you like an old, familiar friend, whispering nothing at all. The pit of despair, where no one can hear you scream.

The untouched coffee.
The unwashed hair.
That sinking feeling caught in the pit of your chest and throat.

It’s waking up and immediately yearning to go back to sleep, not out of tiredness, but because consciousness feels like a burden. It’s the aching quiet of being alone

Melancholia doesn’t come with reasons that make sense. It drifts in on a cloudy morning, settles like dust on your things. It makes everything feel boring. Like the colors have dulled. Like your memories are wrapped in fog. Even joy feels like it’s echoing from a place too far away to reach.

You won’t stay here forever. The sky does clear. It always will

"In that dark place, there's no such thing as optimism."

I do not like the human race. I don't like their heads, I don't like their faces, I don't like their feet, I don't like their conversations, I don't like their hairdos, I don't like their automobiles. Read more at

 Charles Bukowski

I like making little videos and little records. I've always loved video cameras and four-track cassette recorders, still cameras, anything.

 

Joseph Gordon-Levitt 

The ugly truth

I refuse to accept life or death as they are presented. I will not be a part of the unjust system that underlies our existence. I stand against the limits and harsh consequences that confine creativity and impose pain, causing us to focus more on what we cannot do rather than what we can achieve.

I recognize two fundamental forces that transcend life: right and wrong. The widespread injustice occurring right now places life squarely on the wrong side of these forces.

Pain knows no bounds. No matter how dire circumstances may become for any being, life can always worsen. By conforming to and obeying these "rules," we may only suffer a little less. However, by facing the brutal truth that life is merciless, unforgiving, and unjust, we begin to assert our superiority over it. The circumstances we endure do not justify the consequences we face.

Destined to fail - the lower end of the food chain

Feeling belittled is like standing at the edge of a crowded room, unseen and unheard. It's that silent whisper of insignificance, reminding us that perhaps we don't matter as much as we'd hoped.

When we're treated as if we're excluded or unimportant, our inner voice becomes harsher, more critical, reinforcing the belief that we occupy a low rung on some invisible social ladder.

Being labeled as low priority makes us question our worth, reinforcing feelings of inadequacy and helplessness. Much like a tiny link at the bottom of the food chain, we start to see ourselves as easily overlooked and easily replaced.

Social status shouldn't define our self-worth, yet it so often does. In a world obsessed with rankings and visibility, feeling small and unnoticed can become overwhelming, eating away at our self-esteem bit by bit. Anxiety grows, depression deepens, and isolation feels increasingly justified.

to always put as much effort and enthusiasm into doing things as possible in order to achieve success: You have to admire her determination

 -- she never does things by halves.